Length 19 chapters, unknown word count. Shannon scrutinizes me and drags Boone away, to the caves. I mustve lost a lot of blood. I shudder again and he tugs me closer, and my stomach sinks with guilt. "Sawyer," Jack says. Waking up I find Sawyer is gone, I sigh quietly, I knew he wouldnt stay. I know what you become! My arms are crossed over my chest and I huff in the direction of Jack and Sawyer. I read it in high school once, so I think its about time I read it again. My eyes snap open and I breathe in sharply. I tried to stop it. I cry out into the sand and hold my face in my hands. Thats all you got? Sayid! Jack calls, and Sayid stops. Lost: Juliet Lives Chapter 1, a lost fanfic | FanFiction Chapter One If you believe tales of old than you believe that there is only one other person out there in the world for you who can make you feel certain things. Okay, okay! Sawyer calls and I feel Sayid retreat. The jungle was sweltering hot for sunset, and her clothes were sticking to the cuts and gashes on her skin. The balance had been thrown, and all that the island protected the world from was breaking loose. I plop my things down and raise my hand to my forehead to get a better look at him. As I work I occasionally glance at Sawyer, Ive resigned myself to refraining from calling him by his real name to make sure I can keep my cover as long as possible. Sawyer x reader by 433 4 2 Y/n y/l/n one of flight 815 survivors. What do you mean James..? I ask quietly, making sure no one else can hear me use his real name. Oh my god. Hey, Doc. I thought Sawyer might have, but I guess I was wrong. Stay, I say quickly, Please? Sawyer looks at me oddly before sitting back down and settling beside me. Steve and Kirsten, I dont know their last name, but they were really in love and were going to be married. Great, thanks, I reply, feeling annoyed. I dont believe you, Jack says finally, Nor do I trust you., Nothing, never mind. Kate shakes her head and turns back to Sawyer, So Im here. We can hear sounds of rummaging and growling coming from the fuselage. Im not supposed to be here, and Im manipulating things to make sure I dont sit around on the beach all day. He turns his head and catches my eye, and I give him a reassuring smile. She was standing there now for a couple of minutes all alone. Want to see what kind of trouble we can get into? Amelia asks with a glint in her eye that for once Sawyer cant to seem to decipher. Your purse your lips to hide a smile. He sits next to me and I allow myself to drop my legs. What the bloody hell was that? Charlie pants, and I nod along with the others. I lean up against the tree hes under and wait a beat. I turn around and I can feel his eyes roam all over my scarred back, and a small noise gets caught in my throat. A note? Sawyer scoffs, More like a symphony!. I can see 3 boars running into the jungle and I slow down with everyone else. When Gwen and Trent run off and make a note detailing the abuse Sawyer had subjected Gwen to, Sawyer finds it, and rewrites the note to make it sound like Trent kidnapped and beat Gwen so he could frame Trent for the beatings and have him arrested. What did I do to deserve this treatment? I became the man I was hunting. It is then revealed that Sawyer orchestrated Gwens house being burned down and faked the deaths of Gwens mother and brother, and he is holding them captive, putting them in a secret room where they are chained to the wall. Sawyer chops a piece of wood and I clear my throat. Whatever you say blue-eyes. I watch him walk a few paces to his tent and disappear inside it. Summary: New protector Hurley heals and rebuilds the Island as Claire, Kate, and Sawyer head back to our world. Fire licks at my legs as I scramble away, tears streaming down my face as I look at the remnants of my house. So much for trying to fit in. While Im not a child, I am much younger than the rest of the survivors, I just hope they take me seriously. Sawyer folds his letter fast and I stand up. He looks at me curiously, almost like hes seen me before. What was that for! I shout at Sawyer and he waves a hand at me dismissively. They had both been reading a book silently when Sawyer decided to speak up. Oh my god. I nod back. Summary: What happened after the Island and before "The End?" Do I hear a note of sarcasm in that statement? Amelia laughs, looking in Kates direction as she huffs away from Sawyers latest crack at her. Amelia? Jack asks but Sawyer shakes his head and realization washes over Jack, Kate?. Why did you have to hit him? For better or for worse, Amelia says proudly to Jack. I can hear my heartbeat and the rushing of blood to my ears just before I pass out completely. Its weird, though, sitting silently next to Sawyer as he sleeps and I read. Whats going on blue eyes, I knew he wouldnt say my name for long. For instance, Lost: The Auction, that was held after the show ended got around 1 million dollars from bidders. I swallow and nod, but he shakes his head in response. We walk to where they are setting up things to burn the fuselage with and he drops my hand at the sight of Kate eying us. I follow not far behind Sawyer. Russ: Thank you very much! Sawyer breathes heavily and stares daggers at the cave people. I keep my mouth in a tight line to avoid from making any pathetic sounds. How about you come a little closer and warm me up? Sawyer replies with a cheeky grin, and I half want to do what he says. Thats what I felt when I first woke up, upside down. Alright fine, your choice, Sawyer retorts, I wanted to know if you knew this was gonna happen! You bet. jaty. Ive seen it. What makes you think hes going to listen to you? Jack asks, putting his hands on his hips like he always does. We walk over to where the water is and Sawyer bends down to get some. You absolutely do not, Sawyer shoots back and pulls Amelia into a tight side hug, sighing to himself. Suddenly bright eyes meet ours and Jack says: We boost off the fuselage and run, Kate coming with Sawyer and I. Sayid helps Claire run. Someone gets hurt and a young girl with no idea of who she is, is found sleeping out in the middle of no where. Walkabout couldnt come any sooner. Must be cold without your trunks, I say, making no effort to keep the amusement out of my voice. Ill wait for you there, Amelia shot back, anger and malice lacing her voice to hide the shattering of her heart. Sawyer seems to know this too. Updated . Wait Sawyer-, I call as I approach him, I want to go with you.. Pain. Damn right you were wrong, I choke out and lean my head against the trunk of the tree. You dont know where Im headed, Sawyer says coolly and I shake my head. Which one? Characters: Hugo, Ben, Locke, Kate, Miles, Claire, Walt. The plane drops and drops, the turbulence being the worst thing Ive ever experienced in my life. While its not a lie its not the complete truth. I never saw a pale, blue-eyed, red-haired extra on the beach camp before. I decide not to go boar hunting. I collapse into the tree and begin to sob. I took a knife for you, I say and he finally turns around. Give me the inhalers now, Jack demands to Sawyer, not even looking at me. Are you hurt!? *. Stay with her! I hear Jack yell to Hurley, talking about Claire. ! I shout, trying to overcome my sobs. Youre a good man James!. I scoot up a little more on Sawyers makeshift seat-bed. Suddenly feeling very overwhelmed I try to remember Im on the Island and not reliving the worst day of my life. Do I hear a note of sarcasm in that statement? Amelia laughs, looking in Kates direction as she huffs away from Sawyers latest crack at her. Sawyer is already walking away and I just stare at him in disbelief. Fuck. Oh, its Boone. Romanced my momma to get to the money, wiped them out clean, left a mess behind. All I know is your name. I glance at her, but dont pay much attention, she is always smelling weird things around the house. I should have died, but I didnt.. Summary: Extreme peril is unraveling against the survivors and their children. Its only when I hear someone stumble behind me in the sand that I turn around. *This is AU. He reveals his true nature when he shouts at Gwen to come down the stairs, verbally abusing her by calling her ugly and fat. I would not want to die by a flaming arrow. Hes already in a bad mood from Boone, and even if I know he wont hurt me Im still a bit afraid. You really going to let that girl suffocate because you cant bring yourself to give me one little kiss? Itll probably be worse, He replies but Amelia shakers her head and looks off into the ocean. Sayid makes a move to try to stab Sawyer in the arm. Cmon Sawyer, I say quietly, filling up some bottles and leading Sawyer out of the caves to make our way back to the beach. I fall to the sand as black engulfs me. So, um, wheres Mr. Locke? Walt asks and I remember his showdown with Smokey in the jungle. LOST fanfic generally explores characters, relationships, storylines, and themes from the show, that are not explored in canon. When a maid tries to stop Sawyer from beating Gwen, he shoots and kills her, and tells Gwen to go to her room or else hell shoot her too. Its a Tuesday, I know how to restrain myself, Amelia replied just as playfully, enjoying the light-ish banter after all the shit. Jack just walks away, and Kate follows. I can watch Kate and Micheal emerge from the jungle, and I can watch Hurley and Walt run up to them. fanfic writer, trying to instill the love of lost in more people. Better than the three of you wandering into the magic forest to bag a hunk of ham with nothing but a little bitty hunting knife? Ive been obsessed with Lost ever since I saw it on TV that ill-fated day so many years ago. Nobodys that disgusting. Birds flew away from the volume of her voice. Out loud.. No, I whooped a thief cuz he was going through my stuff, Sawyer huffs. About halfway through the movie, my mom sniffs the air weirdly. Hurley's new role will bring new challenges and big decisions. Why? I know Sawyer is going to be grieving after Juliet, so I might not even have a chance until after were off the Island. She's never been a very good person. I sigh, oh John Locke. Kate, Sawyer says menacingly. Quickly fumbling to my tight seatbelt I unhook it and fall about 10ft from the tree I was in. Hey neighbor! I say cheerfully, my stomach erupting in butterflies as he turns to look at me. Wouldnt want to hurt his reputation and all. Im jerked awake by a wave of cold water being thrown onto me. I let out a yelp in protest. I dont sleep, Amelia whispers, My mind has the scary capability of being dark and demented.. ! Mom calls me from downstairs. We both settle down next to one another on the airline seats outside of Sawyers tent. He is the extremely abusive father of Gwen who abandoned her when she was three years old. Sawyer shrugs and plops himself down on his airplane seat, his tent already seemingly set up. I know whats inside and try to be as cautious as I can without alerting the other two I know something. Im with him. A kiss ought to do it.. Characters: Hugo, Ben, Alvar Hanso, original characters. Sayid shifts to get behind me and my tied hands. She holds up Sawyers letter and he gives her a horrible look. I drop my hands to my sides and pull my knees up as someone bursts into my tent. Some people are just born with tragedy in their blood, Sawyer says to Amelia one day. Kate looks hard at Sawyer, but her expression softens when she sees me. Surprisingly, no one had noticed my arms, although they didnt get the worst of it. I think forward to the Dharmaville days ahead, and I hope well be able to do it more. He did this to himself, Sayid replies, pushing right past me to poise the big metal pipe over Sawyers head. I whimper softly when I make contact with the damaged skin, the pain still a vivid reminder of what I lost. Here you will find my LOST stories Im currently working on: Other characters: James Sawyer Ford/Juliet Burke, OC, and a lot of other characters from LOST. Length: 138081 words, 10 of 15 chapters. Without spoiling, one of the sequels I linked to above (After, by KhamanV) is pretty much hardcore sci-fi, and if you like that notion, you might consider checking it out. I look to my left and try to hold in the sharp gasp that forces its way up my throat. Dont you feel sorry for me, Sawyer grabs the letter from her, Get the hell out. He sits in the sand next to me, not speaking and just staring out at the ocean with me. Ive seen it. Dude, Im not going anywhere, Hurley says. Blue eyes, you alright? He says worriedly, and I can feel a tear roll down my cheek. Sawyer sits and starts to read his letter, and I can almost feel the air turn sour. Jogging over I grab it quickly before those who are stacking the suitcases notice. Hey, whats going on here? Kate asks, but no one answers her. Title: Embers Author: modernxxmyth Rating: R Fandom: Lost Pairing: Sawyer/Kate Status: WIP Spoilers: Through the series finale Summary: def - the smoldering or glowing remains of a fire. Uh Amelia- Its not what it looks like, Boone says, panic clear in his voice. Suddenly he gets up to leave, but I grab his arm. Hon go take out the trash, its horrible! My mom says to me. I hadnt shown anyone these scars, I didnt plan to, but trusting Sawyer with it now makes the pain feel less fresh. Keep walking, Sawyer replies, trying to diffuse the situation. Became Sawyer. Bullshit, Sawyer interrupts, You goaded me and now youre facing the consequences. Probably because its his centric episode and the writers have to show what a bad guy Sawyer is. Kate gets up and walk away without another glance at me. We do not have bamboo in Iraq, although we do have something similar reeds. To be honest I dont really want to be in the center of attention group, but I want to be important enough to not get killed by some freak accident, or fire arrows. I feel myself stumble back, W-What? I choke out, I wasnt expecting that answer. Boone helps Shannon run. Sit down, James, theres something you should know, I say quietly. I glance towards them, watching Rose tell Jack she is sure her husband is not dead. Then Jack shows up and begins to gather Sawyer out of his seat. Thats your proof. Shut up, Jack says to Sawyer, And stop moving, he says to me. Birds flew away from the volume of her voice. Status . Hes concerned, genuinely, and I can see LaFleur in him. Guilt floods my stomach as Sawyer turns to face me, "Yeah..". He was going through my stuff, Sawyer gruffs, not looking at me as he puts his things back in order. Other characters: James "Sawyer" Ford/Juliet Burke, OC, and a lot of other characters from LOST. Do you or do you not know whats going on, whats going to happen?. Part of me wants to find Jacob and ask him why he brought me here. The act, I say as I take a deep breath to steady myself, You try too hard, Sawyer. We can find food, Sayid adds, There are plenty of things on this Island we can use for sustenance., Sawyer sits down on a nearby airplane seat and adds And exactly how are we going to find this sustenance.. Now you get to be the hero again, because thats what you do fix everything up all nice, Sawyer taunts again, and I really wish hed shut up. All hope seemed to be lost. Im glad I dont have the gun anymore. Just tell me where the inhalers are and well stop, Jack explains to Sawyer. This is my life on the line and not his, Tell him to let go, Freckles. All you have to do is create a free account by clicking here and start submitting your work! Shit. I sob in pain and collapse into Sawyers lap. Hes never going to kiss me. Nearly three years after leaving the island behind, Daniel has long given up hope of rescuing those stranded there. Been telling you since day one, were in the wild. I know Sawyer does, or else he wouldnt have revealed my secret. Just leave, He says to her calmly, before disappearing into the jungle. And I got them to give it to me. T-rated. This sets Boone off, and he tries to punch Sawyer back. Add to library 100 Discussion 20 Suggest tags. I cant stand it anymore. Hey, Jack, theres something you should know if the tables were turned, and it wasnt blue eyes, Id watch you die.. I just got tortured by a damn spinal surgeon and a gen-u-ine I-raqi, Sawyer pauses and looks over to me, Of course, Im serious. You killed my parents, Mr. Sawyer, I finish reading and I look at my feet. Baby, I am tied to a tree in a jungle of mystery. Sawyer stood there in shock for a moment. I can watch Claire give Sayid his envelope. Youre a good man James!. Oh god, were goin to die, arent we? Sawyer groaned playfully, knowing whatever Amelia had planned was going to play into the future. I try to jerk away, but Sayid just tightens his hold. I take his hand and let me help him up. Chapters . Were not savages, Kate. After Sawyer and I made it back from the caves. I know your secret, Amelia bursts out one day. The last thing I see is Sawyers concerned look before I pass out. I want to stay naive and think that were going to be stranded on the beach forever. How could I not? James I begin softly but he shakes his head. Pilot (Part 1) My eyes snap open and I breathe in sharply. I scramble to my feet and intercept Kate before she gets too far. Do me a favor, Sawyer spat, shooting daggers at Amelia, when you leave today, go straight to Hell.. I start to make my way towards where I know Sawyers clothes to be. Its a Tuesday, I know how to restrain myself, Amelia replied just as playfully, enjoying the light-ish banter after all the shit. Jack stops and looks around, noticing that everyone is watching him. I cry out again when Sawyers fists connects with Boones nose. Part of it hurts me, but the other part of me knows that if I want Sawyer I have to wait. It is then revealed that Sawyer only has Gwen living with her so he could use her for money, and he also plans to kill Trent for being a distraction. What is it Sawyer? I say a little too loudly and both Kate and Jack look back at us. Everyone returns to their spots and I can see them glancing at me. There aren't a lot of LOST fanfiction sequels out there, but here are some. I raise my hand in a small wave and then bend over with my hands on my knees to catch my breath. Characters: Hugo, Ben, Kate, Sawyer, Claire, Rose, Bernard, Desmond, Penny. How could he care about me already? I think Ive got a pretty good idea, I say confidently back. Probably more Island magic, or maybe its TV magic doing the work in this weird reality I find myself in. I turn as best I can to Sawyer. I quickly get fed up, at this point not really caring. Keep Gwen in his clutches forever.Kill Trent (all failed), Abuse (including domestic, physical and psychological)AssaultKidnappingMutilationDrug traffickingHostage-takingTorture (implied). Judith Martha Wexler from Denton, TX, guess she was going to catch a connecting flight, Claire says at the memorial. Oh god, were goin to die, arent we? Sawyer groaned playfully, knowing whatever Amelia had planned was going to play into the future. My heart jolts at this action but I quickly put it down in fear. 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